For what reason must I convince
myself I must think happy today,
tomorrow and always?
I care not for this foolish sentiment
for my life is but a penance
of my ill conceived thoughts
and actions
Now I look up to the heavens
and wonder what happened
to that smile which lighted rooms
and infused lost souls with
hope of better
days to come?
Think happy today is but
an euphamism of a state
I no longer believe for
life has no meaning but
to drag my feet on
this lonely
planet of sorrows
Convince others there are
rainbows nearby when I myself
have stolen them all.
Love the rain
love the water
love it more
when my tears
roll down my face
to remember
I am alive
Why be happy today?
When I think I will
not survive another
sunrise
when I think I want
to drown my soul
before the sunset
I am just living....
waiting....
yearning....
oh true,
Think happy today....
when pain causes me
more pleasure....
that which slowly kills
my dead heart...
the smile of Hades
embraces my senses...
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